Archive for June, 2010

June 28th, 2010

Minnesota Weather & Legs

Jerry and I had an opportunity to spend the weekend in historic New Ulm, MN. We were scheduled to do a performance of our “Love & Garlic” show Saturday night at “The Putting Green” (a garden and miniature golf course made from recycled materials!) after the Moonlight Market. (www.puttinggreen.org) In exchange we received two nights at the amazing Bohemian Bed & Breakfast. (www.the-bohemian.com) After our arrival on Friday we spent the first couple of hours huddled in the basement with the other guests – as Jerry checked his laptop tracking tornadoes as close as 6 miles away. Our ever serene hostess, Bobbi, kept her toddler Savannah on a hip while liberally pouring wine and beer for the guests.. Deep in the belly of this grand old house I crouched on a stuffed green six-feet-long crocodile inhaling laundry soap fumes, quietly wishing we were staying at a “Bed & Dinner”, as my primal stomach growled and town sirens screached.
The most startling moment was when the others had ascended (not spiritually, but to the main floor) and Jerry and I were left alone with 9 year old Max, visiting from San Diego with his father and younger brother. The radar was looking pretty dicey again. Max asked, “Will it be a direct hit?” as Jerry tried to asses the information on his screen. Then Max said to both of us, “Well, I’ve had a good life.” I laughed out loud. Looking directly at me with old-soul eyes he asked, “What are you laughing at?” I realized that I had dismissed his 9-year old life as being too short to say whether it was good or not, while I, with my 58 years on the planet, would have some more meaningful perspective. Reorienting, I replied, “That’s a wonderful way to look at it. I’ve had a good life too.”
Lawns were left littered with large chunks of hail and branches. We finally strolled downtown for some hearty German soup as immense gray billows kept re-stacking.
That night I dreamt of people putting their heads inside of crocodile jaws.
Fear of tornados and more severe weather kept the crowds away Saturday’s Market, but we had a lively impromptu discussion about how to further ignite the local foods movement, and Jerry shared ways that the Sustainable Farming Association of MN (www.sfa-mn.org) might support that in their area.
With more threats of bad weather 40 minutes prior to our show we were invited by Putting Green member Laurel Gamm and her husband Charles into their home for an intimate concert. Their sturdy old house blocked out screaming winds as we sang and talked and laughed and ate, so what a surprise to see downed trees and big branches littering the entire city the next morning!
Sunday morning we toured the Wanda Gág house. I was delighted to find out about her translations and illustrations of “Tales from Grimm”, so I scooped up a new copy to savor. Best known as the author/illustrator of “Millions of Cats”, Wanda (1893 – 1946) was a fascinating woman who lived a highly unconventional life.
It was sad to see devastated corn fields between New Ulm and Hutchinson, but great to get home again, filled up by new friendships and experiences.

Another new poem:

TALKING WITH LEGS

Out of the dirt
onto blades of grass
they parade,
raising and lowering each spindly thread
in a delicate march.

Daddy-Long-Legs befriended me,
crawling on my own gangly limbs
as I inhaled perfume of bridal wreath
and nestled into cracked steps under our sagging porch.

They quieted me,
as I moved them from hand to hand.
They kept step-stepping forward, tickling my skin.

We held counsel on the zen of being,
of afternoon easing into twilight.

6/24, 2010

June 21st, 2010

Summer Solstice, Contemplating Grass

- Creative Venturing: The great news is how much fun the reading of my new children’s musical “The Brothers Grimm: A Musical Adventure” was last Wednesday at the GREAT studios in St. Cloud.  I had worked like an idiot to get lead sheets assembled for all the actors.  Nothing like a deadline to get things done.  About 16 actors assembled to lend their talents.  I will meet with the artistic director in a few weeks for some further tweaking of the script before I begin the next phase of preparation.

 Here’s a new poem, which I really enjoyed writing!

                    PULLING WEEDS                                                                           

I long for the lawns of my childhood.

barefoot frolicking as fire flies blink

I run round and round our old brick house

laughing at how long light can last,

my toes tasting grass .

or; rolling like a barrel down the steep banks on grandpa’s yard

under the umbrella of thick cedar trees.

delirious and dizzy, green hills would beg for me to roll again, 

and so I did.  I did.  I did.

my body remembers this;

the softest grass ever found down the road from Thoreau’s pond,

in the valley behind the immense stone church, 

where old apple groves grew wormy fruit, 

and bells sifted through the breeze,

I lay down to purr and sink and sing as fine spun green caressed me.

there are one-time things.

that lake in Canada;

we pulled off the road.

there it was. waiting for me.

floating on my back, safe in crystal deeps,

clouds nodding overhead, as I pulled liquid through my hands,

wet and sweet within my lovely glade.

today, I aim to tame an unkempt lawn,

but it’s so much work.

so transient.

the yarrow too greedy, the sow thistle redundant,

the summer too short.

I see my gnarly hands pulling gnarly weeds

and tender tendrils of fine young grass hiding underneath.

one idea of perfection.

June 15th, 2010

Almost summer!

 

Creative venturing:  

the rose looks sad

huddled in a small glass vase.

she fades like fireworks on the way back down

but I ooh and ah.

pressed to my nose 

she still sings

of light and moth and berry.

the lilacs are way past now,

little brown stubs on stems.

in me, some blossoms are past,

shriveled petals swept up, discarded.

in me, new buds form in unexpected places.

in me, a different kind of spring.

On the farm:  Mosquitos and “black flies” (midges, no see’ums) abound.  The rain we prayed for keeps coming and coming and coming.  Why is it that when it rains continually in Oregon they are not deluged with these miniscule creatures?  Tiny devils that take delight in ransacking heaven on earth by sniffing out and sucking our blood in Minnesota?  However, flowers bloom and laugh in their beds whilst heifers ruminate on tall, lush, grasses.  Jerry studies and expounds upon and attempts to implement better techniques for electric fencing. (I must write a poem about pulling out ancient barb wire fencing someday….)

What I’ve been viewing:  Several mornings a week a cold shower and a yoga lesson with Rodney Yee helps me enter my days with a bit more grace and energy.  I love his “A. M. Yoga” DVD.  These 20 minute sessions are just right for me.  http://life.gaiam.com

June 6th, 2010

Our own fresh strawberries… and more

 

On the farm: We are hosting two young women from the HECUA (Higher Education Consortium for Urban Affairs) program for a few days.  Piper, from the U of M and Amy, from St. Thomas, are taking a six week Environment and Agriculture course which connects students to farmers in Minnesota.  It is so heartening to find more and more young people who are vitally interested in ethics, food, and the environment.  Plus, they jumped at the chance to help us smoothly herd a stray heifer who somehow did acrobatics with the fences on the rotational grazing paddocks.  Speaking of which; wow!  I’m not used to such tall grasses in pastures.  Wading them is as strenuous as deep snow!

Creative venturing: After 8 days of a wonderful vacation with family and friends in Oregon I’m back to getting songs finished and lead sheets prepared for the reading of “The Brothers Grimm: A Musical Adventure.”  I need to stay very focused the next week to be as ready as I want to be. more info at: www.greattheatre.org

My Moon Dance group met on Friday.  We are a small group of women employing sound, movement and intention to support each other and move our energy. That we did!  I feel us awakening our intuition more and more each time.  Very exciting and healing!

Things I’ve seen:  “Evening” is a movie worth watching.  Vanessa Redgrave plays a dying woman who is trying to come to terms with profound regrets from her past.  The visuals drip with light.  With a stellar cast including Glen Close and Meryl Streep, it moves back and forth in time with ease, with a very satisfying ending.